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From “In Praise of Hiddenness” by A Camaldolese Hermit
Our vocation to the solitary life evidently presupposes our belonging to
the Church and to the world. Before being hermits we are Christians, and
we have much more in common with a Christian like us who is not a
hermit, than with a hermit who is not a Christian. That is why monks
have always tried to view their life in the light of the Church and of
humanity. However, reflection on the dimension of the Church in our life
is not solely useful for justifying our contemplative life, hidden in
silence, in the eyes of our contemporaries, but in our own eyes as well.
Tempted by some demon or other, we can sometimes start to doubt the
choice that we made, and that was confirmed by the People of God.
And so we start to consider as a mere “stage” a commitment that, by its
very nature, is meant to endure until death. The truth is that what
troubles us at these moments is our small number, and certain features
of our life that make us so different from our contemporaries, so
“strange”. A group that devotes itself mainly to prayer and
contemplation – what does that mean? Is it not totally outside the
categories of modernity? To face up to such a tempest of thoughts, we
need to realize more than ever that what should serve to explain us is
not precisely “doing” or “producing”, but “being.” As hermits, we have
heard the call to disappear, just like bandits who hide out, and like
lovers. Hermits themselves are in fact lovers who have opted for the
shade, for the life hidden with Jesus in God… the vita umbratilis of the
Ancients. So we need to accept and love the meaninglessness of our
choice in the eyes of those who judge according to the wisdom of this
world. It should suffice us to be known by God.
It is up to each one of us to play his part by embracing every day his
vocation on earth. To say it once again, such is the end of our life at
the hermitage. It is not among the “useful” realities, but rather I dare
say, among the “super-useful”, just like the deed of Mary of Bethany,
wasting on Christ’s feet the costly perfume.
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